Well, it's the end of 2009.

The year went a little differently than I thought it would, but then again, that always seems to be the case. On a personal level, all things considered, it was marvelous. After all, gaming has allowed me to become both acquainted with a marvelous bunch of new friends and re-acquainted again with many older friends, equally marvelous. Pretty damn good times with all of these people, both new and old, and I hope they continue in the months and years to come.

On the professional side of things ... while the real job is just fine, freelancing this year had a lot of challenges. Some projects went well; most didn't. I think the expectations I had for myself over the past few years are simply just never going to become a reality, and I've reached a point where hard work and persistence just isn't enough on its own to get to where I'd hoped to go. I just don't have the energy - or, sadly, the interest - to keep tilting at windmills anymore.

So it's simply time to be thankful for all the wonderful things I've worked on over the years, all the fantastic people I've met and all the great experiences I've had ... and start moving in a different direction. And, to be honest, moving in a new direction is pretty damn exciting, so I'm happy to be trying something new at this point, whether it's successful or not.

To all of you gaming freelancers out there, the very best of luck to you in 2010. I'm still rolling dice, and I can't wait to see what worlds and adventures you guys dream up.

Happy New Year, everyone.